S.H. Allan

Loving men who love men

and writing about them.


Currently reading

G.S. Wiley, Rowan McAllister, Dawn Douglas, Stephen Osborne, Anna Martin, Elizabella Gold, K. Lynn, Eva Clancy, Rhidian Brenig Jones, Anna Butler, Caitlin Ricci, S.H. Allan, Rob Rosen, River Clair, Nico Jaye, A.C. Valentine
Honesty and Artifice
S.H. Allan
S.H. Allan

My First Novel: Closure

Closure - S.H. Allan

Closure was my first novel and it was a great experience. The people over at the Goodreads M/M Romance Group really made me feel special and helped me release something I'm happy with. It's a tearjerker, but with an HEA, of course. 


As the blurb says, "This story was written as a part of the M/M Romance Group's "Love Has No Boundaries" event. Group members were asked to write a story prompt inspired by a photo of their choice. Authors of the group selected a photo and prompt that spoke to them and wrote a short story."


Here's what it's about:


What happens when a family comes between love?

Nigel and Derrick are perfect together, happy and in love. Two years ago, Derrick Cole took one of his teenage probationers to learn about a new program that helped at risk kids by teaching them how to train shelter dogs. There he met the executive director and founder, Nigel Rutherford. Although the two men came from different worlds, they immediately found common ground in an interest in social issues and a desire to help others. A strong mutual attraction grew over time into the kind of solid loving relationship that so many people only dream about.

But getting to this point wasn't easy. Bias and intolerance barred the way, and Derrick's foster father, Ronald Bryant, was at the core. When Ronald dies tragically, the couple is forced to face demons from their past that threaten to destroy everything they've fought so hard for.

Death does a lot of things to people. Nigel and Derrick must fight to make sure that their relationship isn't yet another tragic loss.

Warnings: Contains grief and loss, death of a parent, lots of crying, a bit of PTSD, snarky teens, adorable but opportunistic dogs, foul language, emotionally intense hot man on hot man sex action, and an excessive number of pumpkins.


It's sappy and emotional and intense, funny and sad, and a little cheesy. I hope you like it. You can get it for free from M/M Romance Group.